I have been sad and happy lately . I feel jealous but on the other hand i don't wanna care=( can u stop hurting me like that? Its very painful . I think i know y u left me .. tried was just another excuse . Anw i am happy because.............................hahas only lincoln will know why=)
jealousy is smth so strong that can take over u  ,just like revenge. but life is too short for revenge =)jealousy is smth u can't help to feel . anw he left me alone and maybe this is just fate, he will continue his life and i am still stuck here trying to figure out which road i should  take .Life isn't fair at all, after i gave so much love to him he just went away w/o saying a SORRY . But someone made me smile ytd that was lincoln and shaun=) thanks so much . U guys brighten up my life like fireflies.....
ANd maybe Hong Yu was right, there are still so many guys out there y should i hold on to one which never even love me b4? Life is full of ups and down , standing up again is, very diffcult. From the day he told me to leave him alone and lead my single life ,is clear that he dun love me anymore=)